I like ya...

Perhaps I like ya...
Maybe the feelings not mutual and im expressing my feelings more than usual but please excuse me your a little different from the girls im use to.
I intend to be with you not for a night,not for life but until our days limit us to just the right...time.
Baby girl your in my main perspective while the sluts and whores are in my side peripherals only getting my attention when they make sudden moves.
Im not the type of guy to to chase a girl but in this race I'll give myself a headstart so im not able 2 lose.
If I'm overwhelming you I apologize for my thoughts overflow my mind and heart and spill threw the tips of my fingers and tongue.
As I conserve my energy to trade it for the things I need I accidentally stumble upon things I just want.
So dont judge me for my past actions for the reason its in the past is because my future plans are more important.
When I say future plans I do common addition of me and you and basic subtraction of the other sluts.
Im a man of many wishes but please excuse my good intentions.
To abandon these thoughts completely would be ridiculous because I think twice about my words for little error and no mistakes.
Maybe this is just a little crush and my feelings arent quite sober but I believe in my likes that could turn to love before the years over.

Just what I was thinking...

Maybe I am feeling. But the way I see thes lil young ass niggas treat people like they any better sickens the fuck out of me. Now don't get me wrong I'm rude too so you would probably say that I'm contradicting myself but I'm only rude when being nice isn't working and I want you to leave me the fuck alone at the moment. My rudeness is shown mostly through my sarcastic remarks but that shouldn't make you mad I'm mostly blunt about what I see or know. I don't change my vernacular for anyone but corporate America, and when I say anyone I mean it, my mama knows Im a smart ass. But anyways I have a very short patience but because I am so nonchalant I can easily shrug off and tune out almost anybody which is why a lot of people slide,and don't hear my rude remarks. One person I know for sure who would say I'm rude as hell to her because I always tell her to "shut the fuck up" but I consider it tough love for one of my many play sisters. I like how I see a lot of these lil niggas put up that false bravado on they twitter and facebook pages but 1 on 1 wit niggas or females they some totally different people. BITCH NIGGAS YOU FRAUD!!! And I could call out a FEW names out when I say that but I'll keep them to myself but maybe a few of my readers (if I have that many) may know them. When I see how thirsty these lil niggas are it makes me laugh because it makes me think of how I was my first 2 years of college...but make it clear that i never chased an ass in my life, pussy aint as important to me as my money. I have never BEGGED a girl for any sort of sexual attention...for what??? If she wasn't giving it up there were 300 other pirates ready and willing to give it up without a fight. I also never CHASED/HAWKED down a girl way across campus to get a number from a girl that most likely I'm going to see another day SOON. This campus is not that big for a nigga to do a full sprint across the campus for a number...I'm going to wrap this shit up with 1 more GROUP I wanna address and its goes out to any frats(no disrespect) but I realized most of yall think that because yall got them letters yall think yall deserve to get any. I'm glad i decided not to do it. I still get girls without the beatings(for those of you who actually got beat) and the dues being paid out my pocket. I'm not referring to just 1 frat in particular because I have seen at least 1lil nigga from every frat say "Ima _____" and think that they gone get a girl like that. And that works for thouse DOUBLE-DICK-CLUTCHING HOES but as for girls with a thought processor they would tell yo bitch ass "SO". I found it funny how me and my REGULAR ass niggas do the same shit as a frat without the cost of dues and travel. We throw parties, we get women, we all got connects, we all are future business opportunists. the only thing we don't do is community service and travel out of state for other "brothers" parties and meetings. And yall would think that community service will look good on your resume but I can type that shit on my resume without doin a single hour and nobody will ever know I'm lying...smh OL MOIST ASS NIGGAS!!!

That Type

See I'm looking for a certain type of woman.
That type of woman that excites me.
That type of woman that appeals to me physically,mentally,spiritually, and emotionally.
That type of woman that makes me smile just as much as I make her smile.
That type of woman that can tell something is wrong even if I don't tell her.
That type of woman that will let me pry into her without her prying her into my wallet.
That type of woman that appreciates the few complients I give.
That type of woman that says "lets just watch a movie tonight".
That type of woman that is discreet about her business and ours.
That type of woman might be hard to find but searching for her is worth my time.

Not Gone Change

Seem as nowadays more and more friends seem to flip sides on me.Its obvious they believe I am gonna change to make their life easier.Im not going to change my attitude or censor my mouth or words to satisfy someone who is insignificant in my life.Why would I change myself when you met me that way?My sarcastic remarks,my smart ass statements,my rude and humorous attitude has done nothing but gotten worse as I deal with more bullshit and bullshit people.So to anybody who has a problem with me what i do or how I act....FUCK YOU!!!!

Silence is Golden

Silence is Golden as questions become unanswered.
Stress and tension tend to build up at the pit of my stomach as if my secrets would like to be set free.
I sit in a dark room staring at four corners with deep thoughts flowing through my mind one after another.
I start to think why should this and why should I that or why does it really matter?
I pause and think to myself should my secrets be revealed but then a statement comes to mind and tells me...Silence Is Golden

Reduced to Tears

Tears...The water that washes the soul.
Is Every man afraid to reveal their tears and sensitivity to other men?
Does it make them pheel like less of a man?
Does the opposite sex pheel that the man is a BITCH because of how sensitive he is?
Some men hold back their pain and suffering just so they stand up to bigger foes they phace everyday.
That characteristic promotes phalseness and shows how men are tryna be something that they're not.
But the phunny thing about that is im the least imitated...I might not cry a lot but thats because most of the time yall hear that one quote out of me that most of you would agree with "aint my problem".
As a boy we are taught by some form whether its our father,T.V.,are mother, or even just learned it the hard way ways of coping with reality.
There is no guaruntee that a man will cry more than usual but i can promise when you see a man reduce to tears its either because he got rich or because he phaced his phears.

Symbols

My humor ,symbolizes how I pull my family, and my friends closer through a simple joke.

My Intelligence, although not the sharpest nail in the toolbox,I'm not the dullest knife in the kitchen set.My brainpower can befuddle even the biggest of brains.

My pain,symbolizes only worries.Since I'm in a constant state of worrying mental pain overrides any physical pain I can have.

My Love, symbolizes my strengths and my weakness.I am strong enough to love but not weak enough to give into it.

As I succeed in life I see that I am now more of a symbol of my families progression and also a symbol for my parents raising educated successful kids.